Lost

My head is throbbing very badly and it sucks that I can't pop pandols into my mouth to relieve it. All because of my stupid allergy. Workload is piling and I feel like giving up and leaving. After this is done, I will coz I feel like my brain and energy is being drained. Up to the extent of falling sick 3 times in 2 weeks.

I'm lost. Where is this heading, where are you leading to. I am just absolutely confused. Like I said, I'm not blaming. It's just that please, tell me what's your decision. It's remotely contradicting and I have this cocktail of emotions. Like are you serious or just fooling around or you're unsure of this yourself. Do voice out to me. At least set the record straight.

I'm tired.
I'm sick.
I'm just plain confused.

Stupid throbbing head.