Hang around with Mizan because I had a little bit of time waiting for Dahliah. Nice to see you dude~ I like to move it.. move it.. You like to move it..move it... (HAHAHAHA)
After like A YEAR, I met up with my 2 BABYDARLINGS, SHEILA & IZZA! OMG. A YEAR. hahaha. We danced, laughed and 'tickled the throat' while snapping away with my baby c902. I love you guys sooo much. Fridays ok loves? And Sheila, I'm sorry I was late to wish you your birthday. I love you ok? Deep deep in my deeeeeeeeeeppppppesssttttt part of my heart. My gorgeous-tapi-puji-diri-sendiri baby girl. =)
Ultimately, time stopped. It stopped. I blinked. I smiled. In the bus, I couldn't help but let all the thoughts gush out instinctively and I got myself confused. In such a state where there could be two such similar yet distinctively different. Just like danger and safety. I knw which is safe and which is danger. If only there were a neutral, life would seem less complicated I guess? Y es, I've got the ball rolling. I'm letting it off my grasp which used to be so tight and clammy. I'm letting go. Because all these while, I've wanted to be safe. I wanted to be safe till it reaches to a point where it all became a chore. Well, I've seen how it makes one suffer. And hell, I'm not going to end up like that. *Hugs self* Well, that night was my drama night where after such a long time, finally, I let it all out and let it hush me to sleep. I'm back to square one, but that's never a bad thing coz I can finally pick up where I left off, at the crossroads.
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