I feel so lighthearted all of a sudden and I'm amused by my own smiles. It's in the middle of the night, I feel wide awake and VERY happy. Most probably I spent a bit of time going through what's really been bothering me all these while and I've come with a solution; Let it Be. That's right.. let it be. Like what's the point of holding on? Like a grudge, anger, frustration and sorrow? It'll only eat you up inside slowly like a cancerous tumour. Like anger/hatred, I've decided to try to let go of it. Coz I admit that I've been going to your blog and reading to find a simple flaw to bitch about it and all. Truth is, you're human after all..and I've been hitting you verbally all because I'm not learning to let go. So here it is, I'll Let it Be. Just like that.. Let it Be..
To you whom I've been to persistantly hooked onto. I'm letting go of the hooks. I have to learn to let go and Let it Be. Yes, I hate it when I lose control.. When I look at it and see that everything simply won't stay in line like I wanted it to be. But what's the point in that?

I was so loyal to you before.. When I needed the strength to pull through the hardships I went. To a point I felt everything meant doom for me. But now I realise.. that I've neglected you. I came running when I was in pain, when everything seemed so cold. I'm picking up the pieces.. For you deserve everything.. You listened when I cried all those nights alone. You embraced me when I felt like love-less. Right now, I'm coming back. After months I've neglected you, I'm coming back... My one true love.. You've always been looking after me from above. The One I call home. My religion.. My saviour.. God.