Nurhazimah

Met up with Jijah after school and I'm glad she's fine now. With what's she's facing, I was worried my pyaarie would be in a much unfortunate state. But alhamdulillah, she's ok. Ayah fetched Faz, Jijah and myself from school to have lunch. It wasn't that surprising that he clicked well with the pyaaries of mine. Sometimes I think he's my brother coz he acts like me at times. From being loud and making lame jokes, I can see where I get those genes from. :)
After which, we proceeded to NUH to visit Jijah's dad. The moment I stepped into the room, the mood took a 180degree turn. Seeing Jijah talking to her dad, even when he wasn't conscious, made my heart clench tight. I held back the tears and wondering it must've been much harder for this pyaarie of mine. There I was imagining my dad who was standing right next to me, to be the one on the bed, made me want to reach out to Jijah and just cry. Be strong darling, and don't worry about school too much. Faz and I will do our very best in order to help you catch up with school. We both love you very much, seriously. :) You're the oldest but the both of us just feel very protective over you and we want you to be happy. You're a gem.. And I'll be taking good care of this particular gem of mine..


MIC Lab. Multi tasking between RNA dupliaction & taking photos. =)


We were checking ourselves out when the lift door opened and there were cute guys in it. :o


My 19th Birthday.. The best year ever!
From the beginning till the end, I never stop loving..

I feel absolutely guilty when Ayah said 'Eventhough she's my daughter, I rarely get to see her.' while chatting away with my pyaaries earlier. True enough, the both of us are always busy that it had been 2weeks since we saw wach other. No matter what, I still love you.. And there's no limit to that.

Today a particular voice inside spoke out and call it my alter ego.. It was trying to tell me that I got to do more thinking and not have those instances where I do foolish acts and regret them later. The alter ego was seriously taking a pity toll on coz I was foolish enough be taken advantage of. I am not the type to be the rebound neither am I the type to get played around. So if that is never in your agenda to start with, I think it's time to make myself a stronger and more wise woman than I already am. So if toying around is your thing, that's the huge thing that sets us apart.

2009,
Let's make this a year to improve.
& like I promised my aunt, I'll learn to be more honest.
To others, and to myself.