Sunday, January 4, 2009

Lazed up

They talked in excitement while I tried to stray afar. They seemed so happy while mostly I felt fear. They talked about childhood, I had disastrous flashbacks. The fear and hate is so extreme I feel as though I can literally hold a knife to your throat and made you wish you were never coming.

I don't knw what's happening to you. Hopefully you'll tell me what's up coz you're truly my best bud and it sucks to see you like this.
And to ____, I've been checking up on you once in a while. I hope you're ok and that you'll always be a part of my prayers.

At least I'm felling better on my part. Guilty as it is, I'm enjoying every single bit of the drama and attention. Coz hun, it's been a while.

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