Monday, October 13, 2008

Time to Shine

It's very tiring to try to keep something going when you know it's crumbling. Trying so hard to keep the pieces together, hoping it'll hold on for wayy much longer. Keeping someone else's feelings before yourself can be the 'right' thing to do but when when it's up to the extent you roam around lifelessly? Those few days I thought and I listened. To those who care for me more than anyone could. Be it a cousin, friend, sister. They all have 1 thing at heart, my happiness. I know this seems very emotional but it's true. And Rash.. your blogpost did quite a kick ok? (A nice way that is)
So I apologise if my decision caused hurt to you. Look at it this way.. We were going nowhere. Each day was just another 'trying to make each other happy, but we couldn't' day.

On a lighter note, school has started and I was dreading it at first.. After seeing many of my friends from attachments, there was really nothing to dread about. =) So, my brain is set to work full time. (I even did revision last night) GPA, get ready to soar.

Oh2! I did a random surprise for my LOVE, Sheila Sabri, by dropping by her house for her Hari Raya open house. ( I did good by seeing her shock expression) I love her very2 much. And I met the 4 days older brother that I never had, Danial. What you said was true Dan. So don't apologise.. =)



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