Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Surrender

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It was a random question regarding 2 years ago. A simple and innocent question but I found it hard to answer coz it made such a huge impact and it does affect me till now. I sat staring back at the screen and my mind went back to the exact moment where I felt I made such a huge mistake till it drove me to the deepest depths of sorrow. Back when even my closest friends said I was like a walking zombie and broke down and shattered with no warning. That was probably the darkest moment so far. I wouldn't talk much and it felt painful, even, to try to recollect myself.
Then, I let you help me find myself and pick up those pieces which I thought were lost forever. At first, it was just a temporary phase but I guess you've grown in me. It's a wonder why till now it's hard to loosen the grip. & in the end, it's my lost. & in the end, I'm left sitting,waiting, with 2 screens looking back at me...bare.

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