All of a sudden a shroud of grief and sadness overwhelms and I'm unsure why I am feeling this way right now. As if the throat is tight and a whimper pleads to escape, dying to unleash into a cry. I hate this feeling... This feeling that was supposedly to be extinct a few years back. I hate this feeling. It's haunting and finding out other facts doesn't seem to help either. This daunting stranger is back, having escaped from the back of my mind is now laughing in pure mockery while it sits in this chair in front of me. No it's not an illusion, neither is it a ghost.. This torture that faces me right now is a part of me.. And I don't know how to banish it for good.
For such a long while, this moment..
I really do feel alone.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
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