How Bout Us Freaky Girls?



Lets update about a few things since I am bored to death right now...

First up, Langkawi Pre-trip went well. Alhamdulillah.. There wer a few hiccups but the student leaders got through them and let's say, the people going for the trip make quite a good company. :) It rained yesterday so people managed to see my hair tranform for silky straight to bouncy2 curls.. Which ended up a frizz due to the humidity.. Urgghhh..So people, dont bother tagging me in FB coz I was a wreck on that day. And we had to go to Vivo after that. I walked around looking on the ground or concentrating on talking to my friends coz I knew i looked horrible then. Not to mention I headed down to Jurong Point to meet my family for dinner afterwards. Seriously, people would mistake me for an Indonesian maid, holding Aqil's hand and feeding him. Either a maid or a mother who has no time wadsoever to even take a look at herself in the mirror. UGGLLYY! The moment I woke up today my thighs were screaming coz I was on patrol yesterday.. So up and down mount faber and Hort Park bridge..great exercise but horrible face.


I was too shagged today, woke up later than the usual timing.. Had a cold shower and got into my most comfortable tshirt and shorts. Managed to clean the house and watched 3 online movies. Not to mention I ate a whole lot. Nestum for breakfast, cake after that... Maggi for dinner and chocolates in between. 0.O I swear people would mistake me for Shrek.. Watched Fast&Furious, Obsessed and now waiting for Prison Break to upload.. I'd rate obsessed 2/5 popcorns coz it seemed tooo predictable and boring. But hell, did I love the part where Beyonce kicked Ali Carter's butt. Makes me proud to be a fleshy girl coz hell yeah we can kick some skinny ass-ed chick. =) Not that I want to right now....Hah


Anyways, this particular guy just got in my nerves. With all the msgs and calls which I never seem to reply.. I mean seriously, you think you're some hot shot wanting 2 girls at 1 go? Get a clue olready when a girl isn't interested..Even if you'd just want to be friends..Coz boy, you've crossed the line already.. Don't think of doing a U-turn. Thinking you're able to see a person's character after only a few days? You don't even know me, so don't act like you do. And don't act like you give a shit puhlease.


xoxo,
TheGirlWhoIsn'tAfraidToLetLoose

The day was unlike the ones I would've call, normal. There was an air of glum around everyone. Seeing some behaving post-breakup wise, made me ponder for a moment. I even sulked along for a minute.. I asked myself, did I react the way they did after a traumatising breakup? Or was I stronger or was I weaker? I couldnt say words to console coz I knew the answer would be that nothing could bring back the sunrise after the sun had just diminished. I thought, was I that empty? Was I that blue? Truth is, I never want to remember the old me.. the one who plunged into sadness and felt nauseous whenever she saw food on the plate even when she'd not eaten. She'd eat herself inside out, not wanting to give out her hand to those who wanted to help. She wanted to just sink into the blue. Never do I want to return back into that state.. Never. I've never been much more in love with myself now. I appreciate myself and no longer do I feel like punishing myself for the way I look, I talk, I laugh, I cry. I do things to make myself much happier. Post break up is never a pot of gold. It never was and never will be. To lose on someone whom you thought was the last,is excruciating.. When the heart feels like it's squeezing itself till you feel this painful, tightness in your chest. And all you do is break down, disintegrate till you think you can not crumble further.. To those who've fallen, it's time to rise.. The sun never really disintergrate, you just looked at the other direction and chose to look at the sunset instead of the beautiful sunrise.. Cheer up.. Life was never made to make you suffer... :)




So Faz and I talked about a certain topic and I remembered those days where I felt like you had me leashed. I would obey to your every command and when you snapped, just like child, all I did was give out a little whimper. You had me. With the harsh words you've never seemed to consider, you did penetrate through this weak heart. Eventhough I thought the least was gone, but the collar remains there. Just a tug, I find myself following obediently behind...


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Zeema is so emo now...Sheeshhhhhkebabbbssss! Waddaheck! I'm happy now. Like 'hey diddle, diddle, the cat and the fiddle..the cow jumped over the moon' happy. Why? Coz I got myself a pair of awesome heels! Yeehaaaa!! Tomorrow is my interview and i got my clothes set, my shoe kept in its box and attidtude all fiesty! Im sooo gonna rock the interview!



xoxoxo,
TheGirlWhoSufferedBeingBesideYou

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New Addiction

In 2 months time, I'll be reunited with my family again and I'm so so so soooooooooooo looking forward to hug them till they turn blue. It's sucky when you only get updates either through MSN or FB.. But seeing them well, just makes me smile from ear to ear. I Love You guys from the deepest depths of this heart of mine.


School has been quite fun these days, I don't really dread to go to school like how I used to in the 1st few weeks. I guess the blues have filtered away. Plus I'm dead tired.. Feels like I can go bazoookaas and around the campus screaming ' I AM MARRIED TO TENGKU MIZAN!' Don't ask me who..even I'm unsure who he is.. Mizan just told me there is such a Tengku in Malaysia.. Speaking of Mizan, he's sweet enough to post up a photo album for me in his FB account. (minus the condom cap of course...nononono it's not wad u guys think, it's just a cap used to highlight the hair) So here's a THANK YOU to the boy whom I meet everyday of the weekdays. Seriously, he is gonna make me fatter than I already am. Imagine, if I see him in school 3 times a day, he'll drag me to the foodcourt to eat. How to get a boyfriend if I'm so fat?? Tell me? hahaha.. but the both of us are addited to the 90cents Ice Kacang. And we have our personalised fillings and toppings. :)

So, me and Faz have a new hang out spot in school to go to when we have our breaks and it's seriously fun coz we get free sodas and have fun. Made a new friend summore... *wags eyesbrows* Especially when the person decides to make a fool out of the both of us. (face smacking fortune teller?) Heebeejeebees..and the blablabla..

Whatever~ I love Travis
Mere Tuum Seyy Pyaarr Heyy...

Kisses to all!

STAT!

HS's newsletter is out and I'm quite glad of its outcome eventhought the road to get to the end was a rough one. I almost forgotten about my input in the magazine.. I reread the section and grew slightly quiet coz it happened to be from a book where I trashed out my feelings.. I jokingly said to my Faz, 'Wahhh..my article mcm buat this page emo siaaaa.' I knew she understood my words but yeah, the students who might not knw me might be possibly thinking that I'm one emo-shitty girl.. Well, heck with that, it was an outburst of emotions..So deal with it suckassss! hhahahaha.























































































This June I'm going off to Langkawi for a school adventure trip! I know TheBestGF is probably jealous as hell now.. *grins* So I've been designated to be one of the student leaders and there was only one word going in Faziellah's and my mind... MAYHEM! Eventhough I know it'll be very tiring and time consuming, there'll be a subsidy for the student leaders..So that's my motivation. :)
The leader for my FYP group.
One of the student leaders for Langkawi.
Perhaps participate in my graduation video.
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A very tired Zeema.

But hey, it's my final year and I want to make the best out of it. And it'll look good in my resume.. Speaking of which, I'm updating my blog when I'm supposed to do my resume for WPD. Having this 'job interview' practical test on the 26th. I so have to shop for a formal wear! Sheila Sabri, be my advisor! :) People in case you need a self esteem boost, Sheila Sabri is the one to go to.. She'll make you feel fabulous like Kim Kardashian! HAHAHAHA...



I have a crush....
My freshie freshie's fly... :)

2nd Post of the night!

It's the 2nd post this night and instead of promoting onestopfashion, I'll do a proper update.. Eventhough I know no one is reading this. :)


Today I woke up early and was still super shagged from the hours I spend in school. Seriously, 8-6? It's a suicide mission. So yeah, babysat the FatBoy and all I could think of was to get a short nap. The tired-ness grew too extreme that I got this horrible headache where it felt like there was a boulder resting on my head.. So I took a short nap in the afternoon, and voala! Refreshed! That was the first time I ever had a headache due to lethargy... I sleep early but school is seriously draining the hell out of me.. Like what my elder cousin told me.. 'At the peak of 20, your brain cells will start to deplete rapidly' So I guess I'll be demoted into an idiot in no time.. Hah! Nowadays, I wake up wishing I don't have to attend school.. But hey, I got to get that diploma. Just a few more months, it'll be in my grasp...

Guilt vs Joy.
Wonder why I find myself in this particular position for the past years. Is fate toying around or simply am I a tad too naive? Whatever it is, I am joyous for the moment and as selfish as it is, I find no reason to pile on the guilt when I know the particular other isn't behaving either.


Another issue to be brought up,I know of a person who is being 'threatened' by a group of hooligans. Seriously, I see no upside in being a bloody imbecile who goes around calling their victims in the middle of the night to put across their threats like, 'kau jage ah...aku kasi kau warning eh pompan..besok kau tk selamat' -.- What? Before you decide to bash your innocent victim, it's best to 'warn' them of your scary motives.. Grow up.. We're already a minority in this country..and you decide to make this ugly impression of us? Grow up. Get a job if you don't wish to educate yourself further.. Get yourself a paycheck so at least you can pay your hp bills which you use to do these 'warning' calls.. Imbeciles......





Push that aside, I is happy now. Yesterday's chat kept replaying over and over and I find myself talking to the walls and laughing whole heartedly. Silly girl... Silly games.... :)

Boys have soccer, girls have shopping... Why the random saying? Well, here's the thing, my aunt has just vamped up her online shop with a fabulous variety of Bags, accessories, tops and dresses! I love em' and getting some myself! To purchase, there has to be a minimum buy of 6 pieces.. So if you're a shopaholic like me, get all 6 for urself OR buy with your friend/s.

Here are a few peeks!



Prada anyone?




Every girl needs her charmbracelet..Especially when it's frm Tiffany's!
















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My eyes feel like they weigh a tonne right now. I seriously think of rebonding my hair since I have to wake up 5.30 in the morning just to do my friggin hair. -.- Who wakes up at 5.30AM to do their friggin hair? I regret x 1 gabillion gajillion times rebonding my hair when my natural waves were nice enough. Gatal betol... So perhaps I'll save up some money to straighten my hair...or maybe just leave it as it is... tired. tired. tired.


School has been draining the very soul out of me. Hopefully it'll be all good in the end... Cnt wait for my post PRCP holidays! I need a hell of a vacation before officially going to the work force. Aberdeen..here i come! I need summer.




Webcamming has never been so fun..
& I'm laughing till my face bursts into red..


xoxo
thegirlwhoislethargic!

Stone-d

School was horribly mundane today and it seemed like everyone had their moods switched to the downside. Including myself.. So throughout the day, I daydreamed and had difficulty communicating with others especially in lass where I was the blurr sotong of the day. From a bad hair day, to my 'feel fat day'.. The ying yang in me was a mess.



I almost suffered a major heart attack when Travis died on me on the way home.. I swear I was so worried.. My boyfriend died on me.. 0.0 So, I acted rationally and decided to do all the panicking at home.. NEVER, i repeat, NEVER have I ran for a bus... I should've followed my strict rules coz I RAN and THE BLOODY BUS WENT OFF WHEN I WAS JUST BESIDE IT! 0.o I kept cussing in my head...Even the makcik wearing tudong was venting out her anger.. So I went home, all pissed off and was looking for an Apple Outlet while calling up my superhero, Aisyatus... And taadaaaa!! Travis came on alive! :) I is soooo happy.... So thank you Esah!!!


I hate weekdays now due to waking up at 5.30am so that I can make it in time for my 8am classes, which happens to be 4 out of the 5 days. My dearest eyebags have been growing like woahh... :)


I had a laugh after viewing the results for my quiz in FB.. Everyone except 1, thought that I favoured my lips most. I don't even make an effort to put on lipgloss..:S most of my effort goes to my eyes waddd... And ALL assumed that I would want to travel to Milan. I mean, of COURSE I would want to go to Milan...But NOW, I'd like to visit my family in Aberdeen, Scotland. Good guesses though... My big time disappointment, is I FAILED IN SHEILA'S QUIZ!!! 3 out of 7!!!! She's my BESTGF. I've known her for almost 9 years... I feel like jumping off the KLCC now.. Mcm sooo baddddd... I feel like I cheated on you darling.... Sorry!

I had so much to update abou earlier..But a certain statement blew my top...

A walking contradiction

But hell, I'm happily talking on the phone! BOO YAAAA! :)

Loves Being iTouched

I have a new boyfriend. He treats me right,gives me his 24/7 undivided attention and is never selfish... Even though this love has just bloomed, I know it'll last.. Im going to love u long time baby... A plus is, he's from the US... I love Travis!

Hello2... I'm ready to shave my head and sink into a depressed Britney episode. Why? Coz I have a simulation prac on Monday and I have no idea whatsoever on the medication part coz I'm taking NS5 next semester. Crap. Crap. Crap...


































Look at my TimeTable. Wouldn't you feel like jumping of a 20storey building if you were me?



























Meet my Travis! Isn't he gorgeous? He even has my face on the screen so he thinks of me 24/7! Yes.. I got my iTouch. It's full of games and I'm so addicted to them! I wouldn't mind growing into an old maid, as long as I have my iTouch. :) I'm in love!









Stop being so obnoxious boy....