You Can Never Play on Broken Strings

It's a never ending perplex world we live in. Where you feel ripped between responsibility and following your own free will. It's heartbreaking when you say that you need me and wish I could end your loneliness.. It seriously does. But on the other hand, there is another rope pulling me, and that is what I term 'choice'. I know I am the only girl you have right now with you, and I'm uncertain if I'm being selfish by listening to my own needs or do my part, a responsiblity if you'd like to call it. I seriously love you from the deepest depth of my heart, but I've been there and instead, I was the one feeling lonely. I was the one left in a world where I tended to myself. Right now, where I am, life couldn't be more happier for me. You know you'll always be my number 1 man in my heart.. But to accept your offer, it's just a little harder than it is. No matter what, you're my man, Ayah.


I've finished reading Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.. the ending is a wee bit disappointing coz I expecteda bit more of zest. (not letting any hints out for the ones who've not read them yet) So yeah, I'm very picky when it comes to a story plot.. finished them just in time, coz starting from tomorrow, I will be one busy FAT bee.

I'm suddenly so random coz I'd like to share abit on why I LOVE Sheila Sabri so much! 1stly, we've been friends since primary school and that makes it like 8 years...She's been a REALLY REALLY great girlfriend and that is why she's voted the BestGirlFriend! She's been my magic mirror, like the one in SnowWhite. hehehe! She makes me feel good about myself.. when I feel so lowww, she'll carry me up in a way no one else can. I think without her, I'd be a depressed girl and wishing I'd have money for an extreme makeover..all plastic surgery and all that rubbish. So, Im grateful that you're my BestGirlFriend darling..



xoxo,
TheGirlWhoLovesLove