Pemalasss

There were many instances where I felt like updating my blog but once I've signed in, the lazy-o-meter went to the extremes. -.- pemalas mcm badak sembu betol!


Anw, the FOC camp was an awesome one! It was the first time I'm the one who, alongside with others, handle a group of freshmen. This year, there appeared to be more scholars and they were seriously oblivious to what we Singaporeans find normal.. Like cheers and our -.- forfeits.. Hahaha.. Like for example:



Zima: Apollo! Ok, right now we have to come out with a cheer for the cheer competition


Scholars: 0.0 Whhhaaat?


Zima:Cheers? You guys don't knw what's a cheer?


Scholars: *confuse and sememek expression* nooooo.....



The expression on their faces was priceless when we made them do forfeits which were obviously, for our humour.. :) And I could tell they wwere horrified of the wet and dirty games.. It's like seeing Medusa with her hair all snake-y..
So during the 2nd day, when we were cleaning up the field after the wet/dirty games, Khai and Abu decided to pour a pail of smelly, disgusting, full-of-sand, goo-ey, thick and did I mention smelly mud all over me. This is my very FIRST time to get saboed this badly. Not forgetting, THANKS EH FAZ for pulling me to a corner! Baik ah! hahahaha! When the mud dried up, I swear my hair felt like it weighed a tonne..and! full of sand! -.- So there I went shampoo-ing my hair for 4 times that night. So here's a big THANK YOU to Abu and Khai.. I will beso grateful till the day I die! -.-
























Being the 3rd day of school,I'm already dreading my modules. Especially FYP. 0.0 Research!? I'm just not looking forward coz I'm afraid of poor response.. :s Enlighten me ok public people?
Been meeting Mizan consectively thses 3 days..At last! After how many months of not jumpe-ing.. Funny guy laa..Esp when the phone rings. hahaha!



Some pics here:
















I'm looking forward to Monday...
Why you ask?
Here's the thing....:





Hell yeah! I'm getting mine on Monday! It's booked and all I have to do is to collect it. I'm sooo doing the Soulja boy dance..!

You Can Never Play on Broken Strings

It's a never ending perplex world we live in. Where you feel ripped between responsibility and following your own free will. It's heartbreaking when you say that you need me and wish I could end your loneliness.. It seriously does. But on the other hand, there is another rope pulling me, and that is what I term 'choice'. I know I am the only girl you have right now with you, and I'm uncertain if I'm being selfish by listening to my own needs or do my part, a responsiblity if you'd like to call it. I seriously love you from the deepest depth of my heart, but I've been there and instead, I was the one feeling lonely. I was the one left in a world where I tended to myself. Right now, where I am, life couldn't be more happier for me. You know you'll always be my number 1 man in my heart.. But to accept your offer, it's just a little harder than it is. No matter what, you're my man, Ayah.


I've finished reading Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.. the ending is a wee bit disappointing coz I expecteda bit more of zest. (not letting any hints out for the ones who've not read them yet) So yeah, I'm very picky when it comes to a story plot.. finished them just in time, coz starting from tomorrow, I will be one busy FAT bee.

I'm suddenly so random coz I'd like to share abit on why I LOVE Sheila Sabri so much! 1stly, we've been friends since primary school and that makes it like 8 years...She's been a REALLY REALLY great girlfriend and that is why she's voted the BestGirlFriend! She's been my magic mirror, like the one in SnowWhite. hehehe! She makes me feel good about myself.. when I feel so lowww, she'll carry me up in a way no one else can. I think without her, I'd be a depressed girl and wishing I'd have money for an extreme makeover..all plastic surgery and all that rubbish. So, Im grateful that you're my BestGirlFriend darling..



xoxo,
TheGirlWhoLovesLove

Cause-Ins

Hello love,
It's been hell of a while since I last updated this shaggy blog of mine.

1st up, I've been really2 busy with school. Helping around to make videos for the upcoming Yr1 and Yr2 and upcoming is the 3D2N Freshmen Camp. It's been awhile since I was involved in a camp, so woopedeedoo me! Hopefully, the people will be as enthusiastic as how I am right now. If not, I'll hit their behinds with pitchforks. The OutReach programme with the JurongVille students were quite smooth, my only thumbsdown was the awful stench of secondary school odour ans sock sedap like hell smell.. Other than the usual abengs-nk-act-cool and over-enthusiastic-good2twoshoes, it was quite fun. :) I got fun + Mcdonalds+PizzaHut+Home-Made food meals at the same time. How delightful! :)


Driving has been a breeze and it's super fun! I can drive the whole day! Only today's session I was too beat for it, but I did got a few laughs with the awesome instructor..

Some pictures:


SHOPPING WITH MY BESTGIRLFRIEND!


Happy coz I look goooooddd... HAHAHA!






1 BIG HAPPY family! (Look at fatboy's pose.) tsktsk



Brilliance





I enjoyed my time with you...
& I couldnt let you go.. Not even for a minute.

Zima Ada Rock!

So, Im organizing a pinic for the BIG family. I've been calling and calling pple with my HANDPHONE. Seriously, i think I deserve a medal or something
Single handedly planning and calling the BIG family. BIG ok. We're like a new gangsta frensta! -.- We tha ChunkyButts!We cool..We from tha hood! HAHAHAHAHA. Zeema, stop it siaaaakkkk..Like how my uncle goes, apa SIAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. -.- I still have some organizing to do.. Hopefully, the clouds don't go heavy and the sun can shine like a bald man's head. Wadever it is, Zeema Ada ROCK!

Sheila and I had our usual crap session with the webcam..And this time, We had a hairdo session:



-amy winehouse


-american girls with high ponytails


-menyampah girls


-i was singing.

HAHAHA.

HOLIDAY=TKDE KERJE=MAYHEM!


Anihoots, im chatting with my sisters!!


Now tell me how can not miss them?

SEE YA!

You'll always be on my mind

All of a sudden a pang of emotions had me overwhelmed.. I seriously miss my family. I thought after several years, I would eventually have a slight immunity against this, but this 'missing' phases will always remain the same. My babysister had abit of a trouble and confided in me.. I tried to help out the best I could but it's very frustrating when you know your babysister is havinf a hard time and all you can do is TYPE OUT these dumb words to console her. TYPE OUT? If I could, I would catch the 1st flight to Scotland just to be beside her, telling everything will be ok. Hold her tight and hush her to sleep. Talk to them about girlish stuff and throw fits at each other only to apologise in the end. You guys mean the world to me.. :)



My Super Gorgeous Mama.. I miss you so much. You'll always be my number 1 supermum.
My 1 True Love



They're my all. Sha2,Mama,Iqah & Azman



Sha2,Mama & Daddy



No matter how far we are, share me your troubles..






The Boy who steals my heart everytime he smiles.. My little brother, Azman Daniel Deans :) Please don't grow up too fast, this big sister of yours want to cherish every moment she can in your life. I missed out on alot.. So take your time in getting bigger.. I'll always love you. :)


xoxo,
TheGirlWho'sHeartIsAching

Man Smell

I've just had my driving prac and it was a super dee duper session. So started off waiting for my instructor, whom I thought was supposed to be a woman, but turned out to be a man instead. When I sat in the car, my face expression immediately changed. There was this strong 'man' smell..The 'bujang' smell..and the odour lingered around my nose for the first 30mins. Omg I swear one minute I was smiling, the other minute, I was having this scrunched up face. In my mind I was like 'tahan je zimaaa... senyum je, biar dier passkn kau' So yeah... I didn't care after that coz I drived from bukit batok all the way to Jurong East! Hell yeah~~~ I just hated the part when motorcyclist came zooming selit-menyelit into my lane and I had to squint my eyes whenever a bangla guy came popping out. :) no offense! Overall, it was a satisfying drive.

That's all folks!

Oh! Oh!
I ordered Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Can't wait till the delivery man arrives on Wednesday!

xoxo,
TheGirlWhoRefusesToSurrenderHerHeart

WebCamm-ed

I just had a webcam session with SheilaWeila and it was super funny! We had our immitation of Rin on the Rox which turned into girls' mayhem. From Miss Independant to Halo, Insomnia and Pokerface.. She's one of the people I actually dare to be myself with. :) Joggg joggg jogggg... Plus lose weight! Apart from swimming it is..



Anyway, I had fun webcamming!














xoxo,
TheGirlWhoLooksForwardToTHECalls

Us Against The World - Christina Milian

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end's; everybody in the world is gone
I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take
I'll leave my kiss my with you
If there's a wall between us, baby
I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world

Nothing's stronger now than you and I
Cuz your love is all I got
And this ain't never gon' stop
No, whoa
There's no distance here when we're apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder
Ride like a soldier
I'ma stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh






This is for you.
Whoever you are.
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder


xoxo,
TheGirlWhoDedicatesTheSongToMr-Future-Boyfriend. HAHAHA