Finding Jane

I had numerous occasions where I felt tempted to update but laziness and games have got the better of me. You heard it right, games. From pet society in Facebook to Juiced on the Xbox. It's such a contradiction coz I HATED playing games before due to the fact that, let me admit, a sore loser. Haha. I guess my Y chromosomes have finally surfaced and taken charge.. But overall, it's a great way to let loose and have abit of 'fun time'. :)

Having watched Becoming Jane, I felt sort of angry coz there wasn't a happy ending. I felt so strongly for the story that I felt cheated in the end. Call it absurd, but there will be instances where everyone gets too emotionally tied to a particular movie. I just love happy endings... Because for once, for those wholesome 2 hours, you get to indulge in a world of fantasy where reality is pushed aside and you get yourself immersed in a director's plot. Those 5 senses simply freeze and go hand in hand with those of the characters'. What I loved most was the language used. Unlike some instances where affection is put in with crude words.. Like what my darl, Sheila and I talked about in our 'video'...some guys just use those immature and despiseful pick-up lines to woo the opposite sex. Seriously guys, grow up. Note the word some.

Exams are in 2 weeks and it's really2 scary. 3rd year is calling out and I've chosen my elective module and we've been given choices for our FYP. After that, it's off to work. It's really terrifying to know that this year, I'll be turning 20 eventhough my birthday is months away.. But thinking 20? I have not have had a stable relationship. I predict I'll just join Esah to be an old maid and have 40cats in our home. HAHA. That was our back up plan... 40 cats.. With my current asthma problems, I think we'll have to keep fishes instead...

Things at home are well off... I've been rolling around playing rugby with the boys and laughing my head off over stupid antics. All's well here... Aqil's being the adorable fatkid by singing 'Tongxi toxgxi tongxi ni YAH! Tongxi tongxi tongxi niiii..' With the hand gestures and all. :)



If I had thought it was impossible all these while to live by these days...
I was wrong.
For I lived my whole past years without you having to guide me through those years...