no.1

I AM number 1, so why try harder??


I'm a fat kid who loves fat cakes! Yum!
*shakes the flabby arms*
Woooo!!!

Shake Ya Tail Feather

Exams are over and done with! Not really actually, I'm just left with 1 more module and I'm done! So baby, it's time to shake ya tail feather! *does the soldier boy* Next week marks the start of my attachments all the way till 25th February. Sucks? Yes.. Got to get use to it though since I'll be working as a Staff Nurse throughout after my graduation. :)

Fasting month is here, and I HAVE to lose some kilos. (i knw..i knw..i've said this sooo many countless times) This time, I mean it coz I've made a pact with Nadia. I have a target, I just need the will but food are my major weakness. Coz I enjoy my food first and cry about my weight later. :)


Baybay Baybay!
Come here and make my days..

Bipolar

Agony, Joy? I'm unsure of how I feel right now. At one moment I'm joyous and in a snap, I feel so hollow.. It's frustrating coz at one moment I feel like laughing and the next, im on verge of breaking down...

I miss them so much.
& I miss you too.

Where It Matters The Most

Just had my dinner and I'm feeling quite lazy at the moment, but seeing my blog being left out bare, I feel guilty for not updating for a while now.

So the past weeks have been well spent. With the family and all.. Went to KL last 2 weeks and my god, did I shop! I got myself a new bag, new sandals, accesories, shades and perfumes! Seriously, I LOVE to shop.. :) So, we were stuck in a jam at 2nd Link for 3 hours! I know... I could have gotten myself a husband, registered at ROM and maybe..just maybe... have my wedding ceremony done while waiting in futile in that whole stretch of road. -.- See? I could've gotten MARRIED. My dad drove as if the road was his own and there were several instances where he almost crashed into cars and (almost) dozed off. -.- I consider myself lucky to be here now in 1 whole piece. In my mind I was like 'Eh eh org tua nie...konon2 F1 race ke??' As much as I love you ayah, I hate your driving... hahaha. Back to the story, once we reached KL, due to the fact we didnt book a hotel in advance, we had to look for 1 on that day itself. So there we went,getting a 'No rooms' from 5..yes you heard it right..5 HOTELS. All of them were fully booked. Darn those Arabians who were literally flooding KL at that time. So we managed to get a suite in Mandarin Oriental. The price was a hefty one but heck! I LOVE THE BATHROOM! Im too lazy to update with pictures now.. but I'll post them up soon. AWESOME TOILET!! I could have gotten married in the bathroom and I would be delighted. (enough of marriage now..)

Days after that was awesomely spent.. especially last Saturday! Sun, Sand, Sea, family & friends. I was laughing and smiling most of the time.. Thank you for making it happen :) Love you guys deep2! Had my Nicole Schezenger moment (everybody now..HAHAHAHAHAHA!) nie badak air konon2 Nicole.. More like Queen Latifah Zeemaa.... A girl can dream, can't she? :)

Exams are next week and I'm horrified eventhough there are only 2 papers, God please help me. Attachments on the 31st Aug and a long stretch of 6 weeks follows.. 2weeks of holiday and BAMMM!! PRCP till the 25th of February. (I knw... I Knw...it's your birthday..) haha.. I can't wait for the 4th of March. Angelina Colie and Brad 'Arm' Pitt. We're so gonna rock the red carpet! *i think, that is....* Heee!


Now2, you've got me with those looney-some antics
And seriously, you've got me hooked, Badly.
:)

The Man I'll Always Love

Throughout my years, you've always been there for me.
Eventhough I used to blame you for the turbulence I went through in the past,
I apologise.
You've always been the permanent love from a man that can never be replaced..
The one guy I know I can rely on to when the storm comes
Never have you've made my heart ache,
Instead, I've etched pain into yours.. And I can see by the line in your face.
The roughness of your palms just to show how hard you've worked for me and the pain that I see through in your eyes.
At times I've been arrogant and simply push you away when you try to get closer.
Pardon me Love, for I may not show you my affection but never doubt that you're my number 1 man.
For you have given me life, given me life's luxury and happiness which makes my days..

I'll always love you.
Not even death can change that.. I assure you.
When you grow old, I'll hold those creased hands and guide you through the wonders of life you've shown me..

For I do love you..
And you're the best I will ever have.

This is for you Ayah. Your babygirl sucks at showing her love.. But you're always in my heart.

Coz I Can Back It Up

Currently stuck to Beyonce's Ego. It's seriously swagger-ish for a girl and damnnn.. it's diva-ish! Love it love it love it...


Slept over at Jurong on Wednesday and we had a tonne of fun especially the part when Mama wanted to park her car coz we wanted to have a late night supper at Mr Teh Tarik. So, us four ladies were shouting and pointing at slots (which happened to be for handicaps) waited for roughly 10minutes and kept ourselves entertained by singing to the tunes on the radio. With all the shouting, showing of fingers and cussing, we ended up laughing like hell while the little brother slept through our rampage. There was one part where Mama wanted to be excused and she giggles like a fifteen year old. Seriously! GIGGLED! Adorable kn?

Thursday, met Mama and the siblings over at Jurong Point and headed over to the Singapore Flyer. I was tired and there had to be a foreign guy who happened to cut the line.. Bad move. I snapped at him and glared with my belolok eyes. Picked the wrong girl to mess with on that day. Even Mama said 'So fierce ah?' *wags eyesbrows* The Flyer wasn't as captivating as I'd expected it to be.. Probably coz the IR isn't up yet and mostly I saw was construction works and cranes. But I'm happy that I did treat my family coz at least they had a night to remember during their trip here. Love you guys! Anw I think I look great in the pic taken for the flyer picture. hurhur... Mama said 'Wait, the next time we come here again, I'll wear my fake eyelashes and makeup!' Cheeky woman!

The past few weeks, I've been a victim of crazy lunatic taxi drivers. Seriously!One minute they look normal then BAMMMM!!!! they go knocking on their windows and go talking furiously about foreigners and HDB flats! =.= I'm prone to crazy taxi drivers now... Then they'll educate me on the roads of Singapore and teach me about courtesy when all I did was not want to take the Mercedes cab. =.= and nag and nag coz Mama doesnt know her road so I had to use landmarks as help. And it all happened with my sisters in the cab with me.


Exams are coming... Project datelines are piling up. I am paranoid...

















Come and hold my hand.... :)