Coz my final year project makes me want to kill myself and break down.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Revampe-d
My Sunday was a lazy one. Was supposed to wake up in the morning for my religious class but I woke up at 10.30 which was the exact time my class starts.. Went to my Haleem's room and he was giving his i-also-woke-up-late-so-there's-no-need-to-go-today. Had a shower, went back to my room and I had a breakfast date with the laptop. Decided to revamp this page of mine and vooaalaah! Though I'm still a computer idiot coz I don't really know how to insert my tagbox into the page so lovely people, if you do know, do enlighten me?
Right now, everyone is falling sick. I felt really guilty coz some of the people close to me got the bug and I'm being all paranoid thinking it's all my fault. Apologies if I did. :(
Don't forget to have your medicines and do take in sufficient Vitamin C. And of course, rest. :)
I miss my Mom so much so I can't wait to sleep over at my house in Jurong. Probably if my pay is in, I'll bring the family up the Singapore Flyer. Broke I will be soon and that means no meals in school, but heck, they are here only once a year and I'm not letting an empty stomach in school stop me. Yezzir!
Somethings just change and I cnt lie and say I'm not disappointed. Coz I am.. And being who I am or my status, I feel obliged but at the same time hesistant to voice out my perspectives on the matter. Like me, probably you're having a case of double personality.. If I could talk to you now, I'd say take things slow..What's the rush? You have more years to come to waste it all down the drain. you said you'd fight for it coz you thought this was 'The One' but instead, you let something so indistinctive crumble it all? I expected so much more than this and having being ignorant at times, all I can say is... At the end of the day, when everyone goes away in dismay... When the ones you thought mattered leaves... I'll still be here and I'll hold my hand out for you. My shoulders will be here for you to cry on. I'll wipe away those tears. Believe it or not Love, my love for you has no limits.
So yesterday there was kenduri at Bok Dede's house.. The boys did their usual thing and the girls were taking pictures and talking. I didn't expect such a drastic change.. And even that, they said this was wayy better than before. I'm so sorry I didn't get to see you before this. All I can do is pray for your recovery. Amin..
Went up bukit gombak hill to see the boys' usual site and Abg Ki was rather surprised that I volunteered to go there.. Being a girl doesn't mean I have to be all sissy-ish. -.-
I Love Azman Daniel Deans :)
Right now, everyone is falling sick. I felt really guilty coz some of the people close to me got the bug and I'm being all paranoid thinking it's all my fault. Apologies if I did. :(
Don't forget to have your medicines and do take in sufficient Vitamin C. And of course, rest. :)
I miss my Mom so much so I can't wait to sleep over at my house in Jurong. Probably if my pay is in, I'll bring the family up the Singapore Flyer. Broke I will be soon and that means no meals in school, but heck, they are here only once a year and I'm not letting an empty stomach in school stop me. Yezzir!
Somethings just change and I cnt lie and say I'm not disappointed. Coz I am.. And being who I am or my status, I feel obliged but at the same time hesistant to voice out my perspectives on the matter. Like me, probably you're having a case of double personality.. If I could talk to you now, I'd say take things slow..What's the rush? You have more years to come to waste it all down the drain. you said you'd fight for it coz you thought this was 'The One' but instead, you let something so indistinctive crumble it all? I expected so much more than this and having being ignorant at times, all I can say is... At the end of the day, when everyone goes away in dismay... When the ones you thought mattered leaves... I'll still be here and I'll hold my hand out for you. My shoulders will be here for you to cry on. I'll wipe away those tears. Believe it or not Love, my love for you has no limits.
So yesterday there was kenduri at Bok Dede's house.. The boys did their usual thing and the girls were taking pictures and talking. I didn't expect such a drastic change.. And even that, they said this was wayy better than before. I'm so sorry I didn't get to see you before this. All I can do is pray for your recovery. Amin..
Went up bukit gombak hill to see the boys' usual site and Abg Ki was rather surprised that I volunteered to go there.. Being a girl doesn't mean I have to be all sissy-ish. -.-
I Love Azman Daniel Deans :)
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
My Dream in a Dream
Randomly looking at my friends' pictures in FB and blogs, I can't help but to feel envious. Like how a particular couple looks so comfortable with each other... How their smiles just want to make me smile along and even their hands seem to fit each other's like a second skin. Being stuck in this situation has brought me both happiness and joy. But at the back of my mind, I'm still confused... Where do I stand?
Playing games was never my forte.. I've always been the kind to stick by and give my all.
If I could, I would want to look into the future and tell him, please hurry and sweep me off my feet. And my love would know no boundaries.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Dumb Blogger
I swear I was so mad at blogger due to the fact that it was all chaotic for the past few days. Seriously, I'm on quarantine and I got really really bored and I just wanted to update my blog. Sheesshhh...
1st up, quarantine. On Monday, I went to see the doctor coz I had been sick since Friday. Being the stubborn girl that I am, well, I postponed the appointment 3 days later. The doctor suspected I was hit by the H1N1 bug and readied up all his prescriptions including 2 N95 masks. I was all red-faced and hot when I went to the counter so imagine how my eyes bulged and my face got redder when I got to know that my medical bill was $100?? 0.o I would have gotten better treatment and my bill wouldn't be THAT expensive if I had seen a doctor at the hospital.. I would rather get admitted into a ward and have them draw my blood to confirm the diagnosis. But noooo....I had to be all lazy and go to the doctor right opposite of my block. So there I went looking like dark vader with my N95 calling my dad saying what the doctor had said. I'm such a blabber mouth when I'm sick.
So I'll be turning 20 this year right? But I'm treated like a 6 year old whenever I'm sick. My dad will never fail to get me my favourite apple juice (which by the way is meant only for his princess) hahaha.. and now that Mama is in SG, she woke up early in the morning (which is rare for her whenever in SG) and cooked me fish porridge. Eventhough she had a busy schedule, she even drove from Jurong to Woodlands just to give me the porridge. (which by the way was put in nicely into 2 containers..Lunch and Dinner) She kept going 'Be careful...there are fish bones'
My younger sisters rolled their eyes and went 'Ma! you nvr made us porridge when we're sick in Aberdeen!' Im turning 20 and my parents dote on me so much. You could see the worry in their faces whenever I turn sick. Mama kept looking at me eat as if I'd die choking from a fish bone. It's mean to say this but when I was a child, I'd always like to think myself as the favourite child. :) I love my family to death. Period.
I'll be attending school tomorrow! I'm so psyched coz I scored an AD for DDD's retest! OMG! I was all flunked out when Faz told me the news.. If I had studied better, I'd probably aced the previous paper. No need for regrets..I'm just so happy with myself. Off to school tmr and sleepover at my house in Jurong on Wednesday.
Btw,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AIL!!
Love you loads my backyard-crying-drooling over hothunks-girlfriend!
aka, the partner in crime. hahahaha!
See you lovely people!
1st up, quarantine. On Monday, I went to see the doctor coz I had been sick since Friday. Being the stubborn girl that I am, well, I postponed the appointment 3 days later. The doctor suspected I was hit by the H1N1 bug and readied up all his prescriptions including 2 N95 masks. I was all red-faced and hot when I went to the counter so imagine how my eyes bulged and my face got redder when I got to know that my medical bill was $100?? 0.o I would have gotten better treatment and my bill wouldn't be THAT expensive if I had seen a doctor at the hospital.. I would rather get admitted into a ward and have them draw my blood to confirm the diagnosis. But noooo....I had to be all lazy and go to the doctor right opposite of my block. So there I went looking like dark vader with my N95 calling my dad saying what the doctor had said. I'm such a blabber mouth when I'm sick.
So I'll be turning 20 this year right? But I'm treated like a 6 year old whenever I'm sick. My dad will never fail to get me my favourite apple juice (which by the way is meant only for his princess) hahaha.. and now that Mama is in SG, she woke up early in the morning (which is rare for her whenever in SG) and cooked me fish porridge. Eventhough she had a busy schedule, she even drove from Jurong to Woodlands just to give me the porridge. (which by the way was put in nicely into 2 containers..Lunch and Dinner) She kept going 'Be careful...there are fish bones'
My younger sisters rolled their eyes and went 'Ma! you nvr made us porridge when we're sick in Aberdeen!' Im turning 20 and my parents dote on me so much. You could see the worry in their faces whenever I turn sick. Mama kept looking at me eat as if I'd die choking from a fish bone. It's mean to say this but when I was a child, I'd always like to think myself as the favourite child. :) I love my family to death. Period.
I'll be attending school tomorrow! I'm so psyched coz I scored an AD for DDD's retest! OMG! I was all flunked out when Faz told me the news.. If I had studied better, I'd probably aced the previous paper. No need for regrets..I'm just so happy with myself. Off to school tmr and sleepover at my house in Jurong on Wednesday.
Btw,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AIL!!
Love you loads my backyard-crying-drooling over hothunks-girlfriend!
aka, the partner in crime. hahahaha!
See you lovely people!
Monday, July 13, 2009
Alhamdulillah
Hello people!
It's been ages since I updated! So much has happened and I'm trying to catch up with time coz it's passing by SO FAST right now! So here's a proper update of what has been happening:
3/07/2009
Mama and my siblings came down to Singapore!!! They surprised me coz they didn't mentioned the date that they were going to land in Singapore. The weird thing was that the night before, I dreamt that they did arrive in Singapore and were quarantined at my house in Jurong. Guess our bond is so strong that I'm given psychic powers.. Wooo~ (nonsense) Met up with them and had a family reunion with the WHOLE family at Sengkang where we celebrated my Busu's birthday.
So these past week, I've been sleeping over at Jurong during the weekends and like I promised, have been spending more time with Mama and Azman. No need to say about the sisters coz we're practically stuck to one another. Azman is soooo handsome now! Seriously! Will take a picture of him soon and show it to you guys. I bet he'll grow up to melt every girl's heart.
I'm broke again this month coz of taxi fare. Jeezzz... Coz the family wants to go somewhere and me being the Singaporean that I am.. I'm clueless about the route in Singapore. :S So what else? Taxi it is!
School wise, I feel that I need to push myself up due to the fact that I'm finishing school by the end of August and I'm off for my 6 months attachments! Can't even believe that I'm going to work next year and be an old hag, having to pay taxes and whatnot. 2 years working and insyaallah, I'll take my degree after that or maybe an advance diploma in Neurology or Cardiology. Seriously, I'd rather study than to work. Seriously.
Next Up!
I'm having a flea this coming Saturday! To all those who are free, do come down to support! It'll be held at SMU Concourse. Here's a map to guide you.
It'll be held from 1pm all the way to 8pm!
It's been ages since I updated! So much has happened and I'm trying to catch up with time coz it's passing by SO FAST right now! So here's a proper update of what has been happening:
3/07/2009
Mama and my siblings came down to Singapore!!! They surprised me coz they didn't mentioned the date that they were going to land in Singapore. The weird thing was that the night before, I dreamt that they did arrive in Singapore and were quarantined at my house in Jurong. Guess our bond is so strong that I'm given psychic powers.. Wooo~ (nonsense) Met up with them and had a family reunion with the WHOLE family at Sengkang where we celebrated my Busu's birthday.
So these past week, I've been sleeping over at Jurong during the weekends and like I promised, have been spending more time with Mama and Azman. No need to say about the sisters coz we're practically stuck to one another. Azman is soooo handsome now! Seriously! Will take a picture of him soon and show it to you guys. I bet he'll grow up to melt every girl's heart.
I'm broke again this month coz of taxi fare. Jeezzz... Coz the family wants to go somewhere and me being the Singaporean that I am.. I'm clueless about the route in Singapore. :S So what else? Taxi it is!
School wise, I feel that I need to push myself up due to the fact that I'm finishing school by the end of August and I'm off for my 6 months attachments! Can't even believe that I'm going to work next year and be an old hag, having to pay taxes and whatnot. 2 years working and insyaallah, I'll take my degree after that or maybe an advance diploma in Neurology or Cardiology. Seriously, I'd rather study than to work. Seriously.
Next Up!
I'm having a flea this coming Saturday! To all those who are free, do come down to support! It'll be held at SMU Concourse. Here's a map to guide you.
It'll be held from 1pm all the way to 8pm!
Anyway, to you.. (you know who you are :) Thank you for being so nice to my family and myself. Like getting us Macdonalds in the middle of the night and accompanying my and sha2 to watch over Azman. (playing Wii game with the smagat face of yours) hahaha! So yeah, I appreciate every single bit of it. Next up, the Flyer? :)
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